Have you ever been on your own. Like, with no one but yourself? Have you ever felt, like a left out toy. Always on the shelf. Do you ever sit and think of your life. And become ashamed of what you are? Have you ever hated something as much as you hate yourself? Have you ever made a scar? Have you ever shut yourself from the world. With a heart as cold as stone? Have you ever cried your eyes out. Have you always been alone? I cant make you see through my eyes, but I can only explain what I see. And I see a person. A person full of hate and hurt. Stripped from who they used to be. Someone who was once strong and stood their ground. Whos now too scared. To even make a sound. In fear of loosing those still sticking around. The fears within the bone. Someone willing to do anything. Just so theyre not alone. I know this feeling though. Even if it does not show. There are also times with me, where my moods goes that low. Where you feel like there is no one. That youve made them walk away. And nothing will bring them back. No matter what you say. When you sit behind a door. And turn off your phone. Where you cant be bothered with anything. And just want to be alone. Do you stand infront of a mirror, and search of something wrong. Do you always pick up on the bad points. In an emotional song. Do you say youre alright, when deep down youre really not. Do you rememeber stupid things, you wish you had forgot. Do you wish you could change things before youre fully grown. Have a family, and a lover. And not to be alone. There will be times in life. When you change your mind. There will be problems. And also a solution you will find. There will be challenges and missions for you to complete. And also times when youre forced to take the back seat. Where you want to be with someone and then on your own. There will be a time, when you are alone. So dont you scar your skin. Or think you cant go on. Dont live for tomorrow. And yesterdays already gone. Live for right now, and dont think to much of what someone has said. And dont spend your life, sitting in your bed. See each day as a stepping stone. And so what if youre somehow alone. Ill always be here. Regardless of my own things to sort out. Im here for you to cry,laugh, scream and shout. Im your diary, your family and also a friend. And I will be there, until the end. And even if I whinge and moan. From this day. You wont always be alone.
Posted on: Sat, 09 Nov 2013 09:36:52 +0000
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