Having an auto-immune disease means your immune system is constantly compromised. If you consume or touch anything that has been infected with bacteria or virus, you will get sick. I refuse to wear that blasphemous mask that makes me feel like I cant breathe and makes me feel like a miserable ass...especially when my kids and husband can come home with germs, as well as the dam dog!!!! Every day its a constant battle and if I get 3 out of 7 days of feeling good, Im grateful. My normal days consist of severe body pain, chronic fatigue, burning in my legs and pain to the touch, nausea, lightening bolts thru my feet, dry mouth and skin, washing my hands so much until they get raw...etc. Despite my daily struggle, I STILL have to be Mama, Wife, Daughter, Sister, Granddaughter and Friend!!!! I keep myself busy to keep my mind off of things & keep my hustle because Ive worked ever since I was 16 & I dont know what it is to be idle or solely depend on someone else. I dont know how much stronger God needs me to be, but this Sista is EXHAUSTED! I dont want sympathy at all, but what I do want is...the next time you fuss and complain about not having something or complaining about pettiness, think about someone elses struggles. Even I have to be thankful because it could be MUCH worse!!!! I rarely complain and try to keep it at a minimum because I know everyone is going through theyre own issues, but I guess Im in my feelings today...even though evil is ALWAYS LURKIN and I do my very best not to give these clowns anything to rejoice over. I am human and sometimes I need a release, so Im venting! If you can still dance as much as you want, run, exercise, walk in high heels, etc., you need to be jumping up and down praising God!!!! I only WISH for those things again, but, it is what it is and Im gonna keep it movin! So, with all of that said...Gd night & God bless❤️
Posted on: Sat, 26 Oct 2013 03:04:58 +0000
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