Headstone is being designed as I type this. It just goes against every fiber in my body to have to do this. They should be putting my date of death on this instead of my childs. Couldnt get the dime I wanted on it but Ill get it on the headstone some other way. Thank you again Reid Millard for driving us around to show us some of the different unique headstones......Im still breaking up with your sorry two timing butt buddy!! I think it will be beautiful and I think Ms. Belle will love it. Ok all I can do is siiiiggghhhh. I thought we had everything worked out in order to deposit checks to make Corries car payment. Yea riiiiiight. So once again, in case any of you have to join this club after me I am giving you a heads up. When you are told you dont have to file anything in probate court because her estate is under $40K....dont believe it. Apparently, most banks have a division that combs the obits and they mark the account holders deceased ASAP. This is not done in a morbid way, I want to believe it is done to protect people from those low lifes who wont get any honest job and steal peoples identity, but seriously Mr./Ms. Banker you have made my already miserable life even more so trying to deal with this. When I called up to Probate Division to ensureI had all the supporting documentation ....here we go again....major bad ass roller coaster ride coming my way.....I am awaiting paper work that will need to be filled out, then I will need to take one of those forms to MO Healthnet where I will have to certify that Corrie is not and has never been on Medicaid, attach copy of her death certificate, copy of her SS card, and a copy of her funeral receipt marked paid and all this cannot be turned in until 30 days after her death and if we are lucky enough, there will be a judge there that day that can sail this thing through court. Pretty sure I wont be able to use any of that money to make her car payment. Really? Beginning to see why people put their $ in a mattress instead of banks. Sometimes I truly get so wrapped up in my own grief I forget others that are close to my baby are just as sad. Yesterday, our wonderful and handsome son Brian Talken posted about how he was hit by his own tsunami of grief. As his mama, my heart broke for this amazing young man who no matter how p.o.d he was at his sister, he always had her back and protected her. Sweet man, I am sorry, I just cant fix this for us. I would if I could for you, but no one can. I am so proud of you for turning to God and His music instead of anger, and sharing that song so other people who may need to hear it. did so. I am so proud of you and the wonderful man you have grown into and this old mommy would not be here right now if not for you. We will make it buddy, we wont be the same people we were BCD, but we will make it and we will honor your sister and her memory. Your faith amazes me. Keep sharing it and be an example for others who will be watching you and how you react to this horrible loss we have to live with. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN A MILLION, KATRILLION BUCKS BRIAN JOSEPH. T-minus one day until the birthday party. If anyone would like to join us for the balloon release, we are planning to begin the short ceremony/balloon release to begin between 1:15 and 1:30. Please bring a pink or purple helium filled balloon, but no Mylar balloons please. Our family also asks that you keep us in your prayers as we try to survive the first in our Year of Firsts. This is so tough and painful not to have our vibrant birthday girl here. Again, the pain in my broken heart just stays there and sometimes feels worse if possible. Corrie, mama misses you so much my sweet baby girl. I know you couldnt stay and I know you would have been too broken in body, but more importantly, too broken in your beautiful spirit if you would have chosen to not leave me, but sweetheart, my arms are empty, my eyes are constantly filled with tears, my heart hurts and my spirit is lost always searching for my beautiful daughter, my life, my friend. Tell Grandma Tessie I love her, give Grandma Esther and Grandpa a big ol hug. Baby, even tho my heart is broken and I am so very sad without you, I know this has got to be the most wonderful and happiest birthday ever since you will be spending it with our Savior Jesus Christ. I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE ONE. 3 kisses baby. “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” Psalm 34:18 My challenge today in honor of our baby girl’s birthday tomorrow is to start a Corrie Dime Jar. Every time you find one or empty your purse and pockets, put the dimes in this jar. In one month, count it up and do a good deed for someone. Take your kids to a store and let them pick out school supplies for kids who don’t have any. Give it to your church, send it to St. Judes or simply give it to someone on the side of the road with a sign asking for help. What they do with it after you GIVE it to them is between them and God. You should give it freely without strings or doubt. God bless, LET GO LET GOD, Dimes, pink skies & stars, mismatched socks, magic rocks. lost crockpots, wet puppy dog smells, Quiet time and Unicorns.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Aug 2014 19:59:27 +0000
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