Healing . There is never a known time , when that said time will heal. During the separation and divorce of our family, so much of our everyday got turned upside down. My calm sanity being one ;), but strong is what I got if anything- In leaving our home my cats of 11 years were apart of the tear down - I wasnt able to pay a pet fee here , or afford to feed us let alone them - a friend watched them until we tried to bring them up - 1 1/2 yrs ago Milo ran away and I have a feeling he passed as he was very sick - Ive cried and lost sleep, Ive held guilt and had nightmares about those babies . I was in survival mode and it took too long to be able to make them still feel loved. Its been a few years , we are struggling but we have a new found peace here in the circus tent - Adding to this beautiful evolution we invited 2 little angels into our world. Ive cried it out and think milo would be ok with it ( rosa wouldnt ;) ) I finally forgive myself , I finally let go of another piece of the divorce - its liberating ; I didnt really know it was still lingering - Im feeling pretty freakin awesome for having all we do xo
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 00:38:51 +0000
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