Hell on earth You said you wanted to go So you might as well have I remember it more than any memory You want to run away like my mother So you might as well Im not so sure why I thought you would stay You left me once and so I should havesawthis as my future Its only time borrowed the seconds I had you I used to think I would trade objects for minutes of your time What a waste The objects that it would take to keep you would represent money Perhapse it would not be enough You say that you misspoke But I saw the same look in my mothers eyes before she ran I begged her to come back She was not the same I know now that I should havelefther alone So this is my task As hard as it was at first to watch you go I respect you for telling me first I will not beg you to stay Nor should I Leave Its an impossible chase and so I will not try Before you go just listen to one last thing It is a sound my gasp for air as I tell you that my love is not enough to keep My warmth is not enough For too long I havewastedyour time You will do well wherever you end up For me I will havegone too Work and friends are no reason to stay its sad I know I have no belief in this world Its offering of pain is all I havetolookforeword to and Im afraid it is not enough My perfect work My towers will fall And my cigarets will havebeen the same waste I only hope they crush me in their crumble As you havecrushed my soul If there is such a thing My evidence is mute As your love for me can exit You will be fine I did nothing to stop her I will carry this tradition You will be left alone to me It will be easy I assure you Do not fear No one knows your name from me I will not spit on your reputation You will be free It will satisfy my mind to think you will be happy I will not search for you I will not visit Thank you for being able once to speak your mind I wish it was a different sentence Do not lie and say you mis spoke I can hate Thank you for showing me what I was afraid of We simply never exit Void from care you showed me What does not exist In returnyou will not be bothered by my hate anymore It is not fair to keep you You are free but know my price paid in love and the void I should haveknownall along My eyes havefailed me My mind finds my pen I submitt my mind so you can enjoy my suffer from the globe I will not be buried in the earth that I hate so much This request will go unnoticed much like my love for you My notes were not enough to keep you My heartisa burden I know because with all my love i havefilledyour shoebox with little price I see now how I haveinkedinvain Regret eludes me I prayed to see the future Not knowing the burden Alone is my fate I will not try again I will cut my ties here I will settle our debt You will still not know my motive Because all along it was you I cannot delay you any longer Your wish is my command Freedom is not free i will pay the price twice over Ive wasted precious metals to declare mylove I wasted your fathersblessingona lesser man Ive wasted ink and paper attempting to keep you I am a waste I can only hope that the way of the cowboy is drawn out and painful A symbolic gesture tomylife I hope my hell is as torturous as mytime here Still I fear disappointment Can one suffer for eternity before they become as bored as I am here I crave nothingness What could be worse than to expect terrors disappointment Tortured by my ability to love But my unwillingness to show it This is my fate after you Its prelude to my alone You regret sayingthose words tome I havent heard anythingsince I wait patiently for your receipt My sign knowing this transaction is over I dreaded it for the first week Now I am eager for its finality Theres not enough care in the world to bring me back I drift farther everysecond thatremainsofthis life Hell on earth You said you wanted to go So you might as well have I remember it more than any memory You want to run away like my mother So you might as well Im not so sure why I thought you would stay You left me once and so I should havesawthis as my future Its only time borrowed the seconds I had you I used to think I would trade objects for minutes of your time What a waste The objects that it would take to keep you would represent money Perhapse it would not be enough You say that you misspoke But I saw the same look in my mothers eyes before she ran I begged her to come back She was not the same I know now that I should havelefther alone So this is my task As hard as it was at first to watch you go I respect you for telling me first I will not beg you to stay Nor should I Leave Its an impossible chase and so I will not try Before you go just listen to one last thing It is a sound my gasp for air as I tell you that my love is not enough to keep My warmth is not enough For too long I havewastedyour time You will do well wherever you end up For me I will havegone too Work and friends are no reason to stay its sad I know I have no belief in this world Its offering of pain is all I havetolookforeword to and Im afraid it is not enough My perfect work My towers will fall And my cigarets will havebeen the same waste I only hope they crush me in their crumble As you havecrushed my soul If there is such a thing My evidence is mute As your love for me can exit You will be fine I did nothing to stop her I will carry this tradition You will be left alone to me It will be easy I assure you Do not fear No one knows your name from me I will not spit on your reputation You will be free It will satisfy my mind to think you will be happy I will not search for you I will not visit Thank you for being able once to speak your mind I wish it was a different sentence Do not lie and say you mis spoke I can hate Thank you for showing me what I was afraid of We simply never exit Void from care you showed me What does not exist In returnyou will not be bothered by my hate anymore It is not fair to keep you You are free but know my price paid in love and the void I should haveknownall along My eyes havefailed me My mind finds my pen I submitt my mind so you can enjoy my suffer from the globe I will not be buried in the earth that I hate so much This request will go unnoticed much like my love for you My notes were not enough to keep you My heartisa burden I know because with all my love i havefilledyour shoebox with little price I see now how I haveinkedinvain Regret eludes me I prayed to see the future Not knowing the burden Alone is my fate I will not try again I will cut my ties here I will settle our debt You will still not know my motive Because all along it was you I cannot delay you any longer Your wish is my command Freedom is not free i will pay the price twice over Ive wasted precious metals to declare mylove I wasted your fathersblessingona lesser man Ive wasted ink and paper attempting to keep you I am a waste I can only hope that the way of the cowboy is drawn out and painful A symbolic gesture tomylife I hope my hell is as torturous as mytime here Still I fear disappointment Can one suffer for eternity before they become as bored as I am here I crave nothingness What could be worse than to expect terrors disappointment Tortured by my ability to love But my unwillingness to show it This is my fate after you Its prelude to my alone You regret sayingthose words tome I havent heard anythingsince I wait patiently for your receipt My sign knowing this transaction is over I dreaded it for the first week Now I am eager for its finality Theres not enough care in the world to bring me back I drift farther everysecond thatremainsofthis life
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 16:07:55 +0000
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