Hello Facebook friends, Im going through something very difficult and would appreciate your positive and light exchanges. Years ago, I experienced a traumatic brain injury while on a trip to Branson, Missouri and developed severe PTSD. Most recently, these medical assimilations have led me to one conclusion for a complicated phenomena... Its not my fault. Consequently, healing the mind cannot be calculated like healing the symptoms of the common cold. For years I have repressed feelings I simply could not absorb. My fear has been manifesting in catatonic states with looming nightmares and paranoid psychosis. During these moments of disassociation, my closest friends have witnessed my body levitating from spasms and possessed body movements. I have felt a heavy vibration that seems other-worldly. In times of intellectual audacity and in an attempt to ease my stinging embarrassment, I have self-diagnosed an issue I cannot begin to quantify. The context in which I pronounce my angst remains relative and my prayer at times, futile. In complete truth, my subconscious questions everything about real life. My abilities to draw healthy boundaries can be stifled as I search for the key to integration. On a brighter note, the intense happiness I have felt via the love of my community has kept me moving. Even when they themselves could not understand my rambling displays of intensity, Ive been able to recall such care and devotion to play-along until I was finally back again. For this, I am overwhelmingly grateful. I have several goals for this year and number one on my list, is self-love. I have a feeling the people who really need to read this, will. Happy New Year
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 00:36:49 +0000
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