Hello Family, (I refer to everyone in this world) Today I have come to a point of understanding in my life. This is not just a momentary thing, and it did not just happen today. It happened over a great deal of time, and effort on my behalf and everyone that has entered my life in both the recent and distant past. You see for much of my life I have wandered around silently in my mind like I was a tortured, and lonely soul. Like nobody got me. Like I would never be gotten. But mostly I walked through life teaching about forgiveness, but never believing that I would be forgiven. When in fact, my life is completely full of people that have been willing to forgive me for what I have done in favor of what they see me capable of. This morning I came to the stark realization of the impact of me behaving that way, and how unfair it has been to the people who Love, Believe in me and forgive me. And how unfair it has been to ME, that I have kept myself from the Love and Affinity of others that would willingly give it to me to the point of overflow. I see something new in my life now .... I see the gift of gratitude as my guiding light to understanding how to Love others right back. I want to thank one of the most lovely women in this world for being the space for me to see clearly. Without what she did for me, it would have never happened. She is my friend, my family, my coach, she is Love for me. She is the woman that king David talks about in Proverbs whos value exceeds anything earthly. Her name is Coach Sarah Kay and I recommender as a Leadership Coach to anyone that is looking to break through barriers to their dreams. But my gratitude for the women whom have been this for me dont end or start there. I Love you ALL mom, Rebecca Eggen Rebecca Schwarts Robin Smith Fourmy Harry Williams Mike Eggen Adam Eggen ( Tara Eggen and Wendy Schroeder - my two babys mamas, and wonderful women that have been so very patient and understanding of my self torture. A life debt I owe to you.) Coreen Smith I want to work with you more closely on your project. Jocelyn Tye Leticia M. Ultreras Beth Betcher Chelsea Bunch Kara Smith Kristy A Deleon Jessica Deleon Natausha Eggen Landmark Sean KirkCindi Kirk whole entire mess of my family and beautiful people that have entered and re entered my life just recently. I am so very grateful for the time and space I have been given by so very many to grow, and find myself, and see what I have been up to. I am aware that there is a price that many of you paid for that. And there is no way I know of to clean All of that up in one foul swoop. But Im up to the conversations that need to be had. I Love you all
Posted on: Sat, 06 Dec 2014 17:55:29 +0000
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