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Hello, Megan here and I am ready to make a change in my life. Where to begin.....To be honest.... these past couple of years have been a struggle for me. It all started when my parents decided to separate when I was twelve years old. Its been an ongoing roller coaster ever since. Recently its been the worst. Ever since I moved out of my Moms house, my health has become a problem. I thought I had it under control this past summer, but ever since I moved back in with her, Ive been going back to my old ways. I would eat whatever I wanted and I could never stop, I would start to feel sorry for myself, I would start to think that Im worthless, I would start to think that I will never be pretty, etc. I will admit, I would do this and think this way because I feel like I am not a good person, a good daughter, a good granddaughter, a good sister, a good friend, etc., so whats the point to do good things for myself because my friends and family dont want to be around me?! You know what I mean? So, today (November 10) Ive realized that I have a serious problem. So I made a promise to myself to only eat healthy foods and to exercise daily because I deserve to be happy and I deserve to live the life I always dreamed of having. Im not going to screw up this time and Im not going let negative things affect my goals. Im ready to make a change because I am tired of feeling/looking miserable. I AM DONE! I know Ive said this before by saying this on instagram and on my other Facebook page, but IM DEAD SERIOUS THIS TIME! Im showing that Im serious by making my journey public and by writing what Ive . I will take pictures of what I eat every day/ write what I eat, I will write what I did today, I will write when I worked out, etc. Im going to treat this as my blog in a way. Im ready to make a change in my life because I made a promise to myself and I made a promise to my mom that if I screw up again, then I will move out and get some help. Im not going to think this way right now because Im going believe that I can do this on my own. So, starting tomorrow, November 11th, 2013, I am going to start my new life. Tomorrow is a new day and I am ready to start over. Im glad Im starting tomorrow on 11/11 because I need all the luck! Lol. Jk. : ) Thank you for reading this and thank you for being my friend on Facebook. I hope my journey can impact you as well because everyone deserves to be happy and healthy! Please feel free to post links on my Facebook page about anything that motivates you, anything that is positive, etc. I would love to see what gets people going everyday! ! I cant wait for tomorrow to begin!!!!!
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 01:31:32 +0000

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