Help pls i cant let go.....hide me pls,am a lady 23 years i meet - TopicsExpress



          

Help pls i cant let go.....hide me pls,am a lady 23 years i meet my boyfriend three years ago we were so fine and happy,we were so pefect i was his women nd he was my men,i trusted him with all my heart i gave him all my love,we were happy until December last year i had frm people telling me he was cheating on me i asked him and he lied in to my face said thes people are lieing they are only trying to break us i believed him,25 december i called him at around 10 at nite to come and fetch me home but he told me he was busy with his friends he will fetch me later but i could hear that the were ladies taking in the back ground so i decided to wlk alone to his house i found him out side with two ladies,i greeted no one answered then he started telling me that he is moved on and that he didnt even call me he is with his new girl,i went home crying because the was nothing wrong with us i dont knw wht went wrong.the next day i called him asking whats happening with us he said i told yesterday what else do u want,my answer was ok fine after 4 months of our break up i moved on with a very nice humble guy he could see i was stressing but he told me to open my heart for him couse he loves me so much just becouse one guy dissapointed me it dosnt mean he will do the same i tried loving this guy but my heart was still with my ex boyfriend,i was neva happy i prentended i was in front of da guy,one day while at home i got a call from my ex telling me he misses me and he was sorry for everything he has done i told him i have moved on he said he knws but he wants us to meet and talk.that same day we meet we talked he told me he loves me and if i love him i must leave da guy so i did as he sid because i love this guy with all my heart we called the ather guy and i told him it was over he asked me if i joking i said no he asked again what did he do wrong he cried on me and he said again why ?i told him i was back with my ex,he said girl i tried to give u my love guess it was neva enough so gud luck follow ur heart and feeling but if he again dissapoints u dont come back to me so i got back with my ex i slipt at his house almost everyday but one day he called me and said his girl friend is coming for the weekend i must stay home but he loves me somuch,i was suprised,angry becouse he made me a full,made me break up with my boyfriend nw he tells me his girlfriend is cuming,he called again and asked to meet with me,we met he told me he was sorry for what he told me but its the truth he loves me and the ather girlfriend he dont wonna lose us both so if i wonna be with him i must accept the ather lady in his lyf and he asked me if am staying or leaving,i said am staying becouse i love him with all my heart and cant imagin lyf with out him,mna i only spend time with him only during da week and the ather lady on weekend,he is leaving this double lyf with us and now i cant take it anymore but again i love him so much,i tried breaking up with him but i keep on going back to him again and again just cant imagin my lyf with out him,i stress a lot becouse of him pls guys i need advice....the guy is from malawi and am from here in south africa but i love him
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 15:07:49 +0000

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