Here at home watching redbox movies all by myself and I stop to think should I go out? I can meet girls real fast its better than being alone but why? Its not quality time... But Im alone .... I wish I could have a meaningful relationship where we do everything together.... Study eat workout sleep party ... Idk... I drive myself crazy with these thoughts.... Im broken or something cant find a good woman.... So theres this girl in the gym makes me all nervous super super super I get butterflys.... But Im being shy.... But shes so mysterious I want to know her but I get shy idk why!? So I need to stop being a loser and be a winner before I kick myself in the ass for not catching her name.... Maybe she feels the same way.... Were always exchanging stares .... I catch her n she catches me.... Or maybe she thinks Im a gym creeper lol I dont think so but still I need to talk I always build my courage up to do it and then I chicken out and keep walking lol idk what to do.... Shes a good girl thats why I know it my instinct knows it..... Its so weird I was renting the movies Im about to watch at redbox and I turn around n shes right there pumping gas..... Like FATE or something... But I wasnt about to holla at the girl... Maybe she wouldve said yes! Nah..... But she did notice me and whatever she thought is hers but I bet she wanted to watch them with me..... Ahhhhh life goes on and I better do my thing and find out if its meant to be if not Ill keep my head up and move on.... Im not a player or heartbreaker Im just trying to find the right lady for me perfect match and Im not going to waste my time on someone that isnt worth my love and dedication.... Sorry but Im tough my heart is made of leather and I dont date just anybody Im better than that I know it and hopefully I find her and she knows it to now to my time alone thinking wondering who Im going to spend an eternity with theres someone out there for all of us I hope I didnt lose mine because of my attitude years ago with the only woman I can say with all sincerity was dam close to perfect
Posted on: Thu, 31 Oct 2013 04:59:18 +0000
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