Hey guys. Well Im sitting holding my fathers hand probably for the last time. Its been a roller coaster of emotions to say the least. He has deteriorated from last night when I saw him. I was able to spend some time with him while he was still awake. He loves Christmas music so I would turn on pandora at play traditional Christmas for him. He would try to sing along with the music and raise his eyebrows. He loved it. I have no regrets with my dad. He knows that I love him and I know he loves me. As I sit here I think would it every be enough time with him? If he wakes up and gives us 3 more years will that be enough? The answer is no. Its never enough time with someone you love. The inevitable fact is that were all going to die. The question is what we will do with that time while we are here. People are the only thing that matter. My dad loved people. He was always looking for a way to serve others. People mattered to him. What a great way to spend your life. Serving others. I am comforted in the fact that I will see him again. This whole process has been hard. One question I have is what does God want me to learn through this? One thing is that like my dad people matter to me. I will miss him. If you are distant from someone you love go to them and work it out while theres still time. Tell them that you love them. Dont have any regrets.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 16:34:13 +0000
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