Hi FB friends & family. I havent been on lately because Im in the depressed mood of bipolar disorder. My meds seem to not be working well anymore, so Dr is changing them again. Having bipolar and PTSD, along with other health issues, makes it difficult for me, but I keep doing my best to stay positive, it just doesnt always work. Penney has been a real God send, helping to keep me from sinking too low and becoming suicidal. A new med has stopped the PTSD nightmares, but I still suffer anxiety when in crowded places. When in the low end I also become withdrawn and isolated like I am now. I just came out of a manic period where I felt really good and like I was on top of the world, but I tend to get ocd and go on spending sprees which cause other problems. The manic and depressed moods can last anywhere from a few hours to many months. Its a rollercoaster that speeds up and slows down. I also feel ashamed and embarrassed about my condition, but I wanted to let those wondering where I was know why I havent been around lately. I hope I pull out of this depression soon and get back on again. Keep positive and I will be back soon.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 20:54:42 +0000
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