Hi, Over the past 7 months, my limits have been tested in a way - TopicsExpress

Hi, Over the past 7 months, my limits have been tested in a way that I cant believe hasnt broke me. The process started out happy, fun, and simple, and quickly turned to dark, depressing, and disturbing. I believe in the beauty of my life and the beauty of this film. As my personal life intertwined with this film, I was driven to a state of madness, where betrayal, mischief and isolation drove me to a point in my brain that made me numb, antisocial, and fervently cold as a person. Combining fiction and non-fiction, I blurred the line, manifesting a story that I found deep inside myself, and in the spirit of the people I worked with, the people I knew, and the people that have betrayed me. From camera, to edit, to screen, I still have not reached the serene point where Id like to be. This film digs deep in my brain, and I almost feel lost, now that its done. Id like to apologize to everyone who was hurt in the process of the creation of this film. Id like to apologize to the ones who feel disconnected because of my actions. Ultimately, I thank everyone who has helped me pull through this film. Whether you filmed, were on screen, or set up a light, or had a conversation with me about the film to keep me stable, thank you. This film is done, and the reason that it is done is because I had help from everyone. My vision is my vision, and I hope you can relate to the film in a way that guides you and internalizes your happiness and appreciation for my art. Thank you. -Philip https://youtube/watch?v=dJ91fSzHkQk&feature=youtu.be