Hi World. I am still in Modesto I will be here until 1-3-15 I get to house and cat set. I get to send all this time with my daughter and grandsons. And they want me too be with them. That is such a blessing, and the DID is not manifesting like it was. I will remember today. This Xmas is so different then I believed it would be. The biggest thing that happened to me is the lost of my relationship with my mate. Mental illness is a very hard thing to live with. I have had to forgive myself for the wrongs that I did when I was ill this summer. I harmed myself and others. But in so many ways I have found myself. And you want to know a secret. I am in love with me. (No not the stuck up, my poop dont smell kinda way). But the WOW look what has been locked up all this time. I dont really know this lady I have found inside me. I do know that I look forward to getting to know her. I found out that making myself a greeter at meeting.Means I get all the hugs and Rosie gets all the pets. I truly look forward to meeting you and getting to know you. Please invite me to social events, and just walk up to me give me a great big old hug. I will return it with love and gratitude. The other big lesson is that my Higher Power will do for me what I can not do for myself. I have to just have faith that what I put out to the world when I am mentally well. I will receive back good or bad. Last of the big things is that I have come out of the closet with the mental illness and I speak freely about it. I do not let myself be a victim anymore. I am not crazy my mind works just find, at this time the illness is in remission and my mind is quite. Thank you for being a part of my life. If I have injured you in some manner please know that I make amends for the wrongs done and I will do my best to not do so again. Love you. me
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 01:53:40 +0000
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