Hi my sweet brown eyed Angel. Missing you so much today. As I do everyday. I realized something this evening as I was staring off into space. I do that a lot now too. As I was saying, I realized that Ive been calling guys your age son when Im talking to them. Im in no way trying to replace you but I think I just miss saying it. It really upset me when I thought about it. Of course after I thought about it, EVERY stinking commercial that came on seemed like they were saying son. Why does that always happen? I also thought about how I felt when we decided to follow the doctors advise and not have any more kids. After it was final and everything was done and over with, I went through a depression because it hit me that we couldnt have anymore at all. Then I was ok because we had two great kids. I felt empty for a while. That was little baby boy was nothing compared to the emptiness that fills me now. Not that being able to have more kids would change this at all but the feelings then and the feelings now are night and day. Enough about all of that. You would be so proud of Mady Raye. She recited her Bible verse today and it was the cutest thing. My first thought was of how proud you would be of her. Then she helped Dad make the cheese wedges and I think it made his day. She even dressed up in her princess dress to help. That kid is something else. Im so glad we have them here to help ease the pain a little. I love and miss you to Heaven and back. Love Mom
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 03:53:35 +0000
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