Honestly I feel like a waste of time right now. Ive been holding this feeling in for way to long. My life sucks. Im 19 and I have no future and no plans for it. I feel like a screw up. Im so scared if a lot if things right now. I feel like no matter how hard I try in school my grade get worse so I fear that I will not graduate. I fear Im gunna loose you to some stupid bull shit my best friend puts you through because she doesnt want me happy if Im with you. I fear Im gunna be a screw up my whole life. I suck at this game called life and I dont know what to do with myself. I keep telling myself to just focus on school get through that first. But its not working. Im still screwing up Im still not doing good enough. Everyone else around me is on the right path and in just standing here. Watching everyone be happy with there choices. And all I can think of is how much of a disappointment I am. I asked you for help and I spilled my heart to U about this and you had nothing to say. Which tells me the one person who was ever there befor isnt any more. So now Im completely alone. Now Im a worthless person trying to figure out how to do this by herself. I dont know what to do but I need this to get on the right track I need my life to be better and I cant do it alone.
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 06:16:40 +0000
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