How can it be that a year ago today I was by my baby boys side - TopicsExpress



          

How can it be that a year ago today I was by my baby boys side praying for his complete recovery? Nothing else mattered. A year later..... I have smiled today.. Watching Olivia perform her first Color Guard routine and watching Karlie walk through the door from college. I know I should not feel guilty, but sometimes I do, especially today. I know that Austin wants us all to be happy, but there are times when I experience joy and happiness... I feel that I am not loving him enough.....because all logic after losing a child, you should never be able to breath or experience laughter or joy again... Time should not move forward.... but it does!!!! I am thankful today that even in my grief for Austin, that I was able to smile and experience joy from my baby girls!
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 04:55:05 +0000

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