“How do I get over someone I don’t want to get over? My heart still stops beating in my chest when your name comes up. and your picture still sends my head spiralling out of control. I don’t know how to stop this, this feeling of my heart being squeezed so tightly. Like I’m drowning without water. It’s hard, seeing you smile, when that smile was always meant just for me. I’m still not over you. My eyes still desperately search for you in every crowd and I still wake up every morning with the same emptiness I feel without you. I miss you so much. I keep foolishly rooting for us. There’s a tiny part of me that still won’t accept you’re gone. No matter how hard I try to bury it, it’s still there. They say the only good thing that came out of pandora’s box was hope. But hope is what keeps me up at 3 in the morning listening to the demons whispering “try” and I wake up to soaked pillows and a heart even more battered than the one I’d fallen asleep to. You know what they say about hope, it breeds an eternity of misery. How do I get over someone I still hope isn’t over me?”
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:48:00 +0000
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