I AM ABOUT TO CROSS THE CIRCLE GATE FROM DARKNESS INTO LIGHT OF THE SPACE CAPSULE, I.E. THE SOURCE WITH OUR NEW WORLD - People (re-) discovering that ”Stig is completely normal, outgoing, positive and special and not the directly opposite as people WRONGLY believed/feared I met with my mother and sister at the eating house of the Cultural Yard where we had an exquisite buffet and a nice time together followed by a fine concert by Caroline Henderson, which took me by surprise because I had not read about the concert in forehand, and I believed that she would bring a small jazz-band singing jazz-classics, but there was not set up for a jazz band on stage, but a DJ and then it showed out that she had done a fine, virtuel cabaret including a wall of sound, pictures and (laser) light in a fine symsymbiosis based on Kurt Weills songs in a modern lounge-music style setting - carolinehenderson.dk/in-the-house-en-virtuel-cabaret/- which however was too much for my mother, who could not control herself saying out loud ten times in the start that this was absolutely nothing for her, and no, I do NOT like when people cannot decide to be stronger than their negative feelings, but I loved it and believed that this was art and I thought back on the first Gasolin musical from 1994, I believe, which gave me the same experience as this, and also that I love this kind of music fitting very well to Caroline, and I was thinking back on her GREAT Cinematic album from 1995, and the show was about being lord of your own house. I was told that Caroline did indeed remember that my mother and I - and also my sister - would come this evening, and she brought us through her considerations and fear of life, how quickly it goes, and death, and to me, the musical highlights came with Ballad of the soldiers wife and especially with The train to Heaven, where Caroline sang nothing less than breathtakingly beautiful with her high voice filling the entire room, which was truly a magical experience to me, and I was thinking that this is the train that has now brought us home to the House of the Lord - Here comes the train to Heaven, gotta move fast to get on board, the train is headed to our Lord - removing all sufferings, fear and death too. I was very happy with the show as I told my mother and sister afterwards, but my mother only liked 3-4 songs (classics like Mack the Knife and September Song), which made me sad to hear, but as I told her, now she has experienced this, which will help her open the eyes to the next time. https://play.spotify/track/6SF2EhPJDDKlqRPXVUeAAS I did not watch the first part of Crazy about dance this Friday evening because of the Caroline Henderson concert, but I returned home to follow the second part of their show this special evening where Danish TV2 did a collection show for cancer, which is moving everyone here except me, which it disgusts because cancer is one big scam of darkness killing man (as the climate crisis and no free energy as examples are too), and because of the occasion, the judges had been asked to produce a special dance each, and Britt Bendixen asked two dancers of her dance showing hand signs what are you doing, and yes, they showed B & B, which came to me as Big Brother is watching you as a symbol that I am following the show as they know, and I liked Britts dance as well as the other judges Jens Werner and Nikolaj Hübbe (his ballet piece the dying swan was INCREDIBLE beautiful, see it at the link below), but I was completely swept away by Anne Laxholm not only doing a fine dance with two children but also including herself dancing with her husband Hans Henrik in public for the first time in 25 years, and this is the couple that won several World and European Championships in Standard Dances in the end of the 1970s and 1980s, and it moved me INCREDIBLE to see because I remember seeing them on TV as teenager/young and they are the ones having impressed me the most of all dance couples, and here I recognised their unique style and beautiful dance immediately making me very happy and moved to see, and I could tell from the reactions of the audience and the public in general that I was not the only one feeling like this, Anne and Hans Henrik received storming applause and happiness of moved people remembering their very fine dance as me. vmd.tv2.dk/2014-10-24-dans-for-dans-laxholm-vandt-og-alle-gik-videre vmd.tv2.dk/2014-10-25-anne-laxholm-foer-danse-comeback-jeg-fik-bumser-af-nervoesitet We have come out here where we are crossing your old self with your new self. --- I went to the 10 year together anniversary lunch that Annette and Cyril had been so kind to invite me to - as one of 18 including my mother/John, Tommy/Inge and others of their family and friends - and on my way there, I was told that Tommy would not tell about how he was welcomed by me on the other side, when he was this close to dying after his brain haemorrhage last year, which he did not and yes, he and Inge (my friend, Kirstens mother, who still loves me and believes that I am good looking as she has always done - and who still almost doesnt see Kirsten, no surprise) were sitting next to me to my right, and no, he did not reveal this and not even when I asked into his sickness. Annette is a VERY good cook, and she had made one thousand dishes coming in to the table gradually over the next hours - I was thinking that this is how it is to be in the rich world being rich on money, but poor on humanity. I spoke very well to Steffen, who sat on my left, and yes, he was leader of Danske Banks architect office when I was also in Danske Bank, and as example, he mentioned that he knows Johannes H.-N., the previous mayor, and this is how information about me easily goes from one to the next, and here my mother and people noticed how well Steffen and I spoke together, but I also spoke to the nice Swedish couple, Barbara (from Snekkersten) and Filip (a rich previous dentist from Lund!) on the other side of the table, and this included alternative treatment as example where we tried to motivate the INCREDIBLE STIFF and negative/rejecting John to visit my mothers acupuncturists to test it before he knows if it works or not, and I had to use a loud voice to cut through saying that you have to know, not believe, what you speak of, and yes, I had the power of speech and penetration this afternoon being strong (no one could see that I am still feeling rotten and dying, I played the game again) , and this - together with the subjects that I spoke of (not normal for men to speak of) - made Barbara give me the look and she said that she already saw me as special when she met me at Annettes and Cyrils allotment a couple of months ago, and this is an example of how I normally act and how people normally should react to me because this is what I bring you, which is only positiveness and a strong character, and this is what people discovered (some rediscovered) this afternoon (as I ONLY tell you to make you understand, because I do NOT have a need to tell this myself, to brag, which no one believed in for a long time). And so much that they asked me about my work, and when I answered this question with everyone listening to me, I was immediately given strong nervousness coming to me from outside making my heart beat uncontrollable and making it difficult to speak, which was because of my mother fearing exactly this moment, and yes, because she decided to tell these people about how incredible negative and crazy I am based on my writings, which she, the family and everyone could not understand, but when I now explained this (after first having told about my banking and insurance background) telling them about how I moved to and worked together with locals in Kenya in 2009, how they are rich on humanity and poor on money on contrary to people here using the example where I met the many school children at Elijahs and Meshacks rural village comparing their love, warmth, genuine behaviour to selfish Danish and Swedish children not caring about people, but focusing on their Ipods/Ipads, and how this was an eye opener for me to start my writings of my 12,000 pages, which essentially is about improving life, work and community, I do believe that people were able to understand this positively as it has always been meant to, and yes, the problem was not me when people turned their back against me being INCREDIBLE negative fearing the worst, it was fear itself of misunderstanding people with my mother leading it supported by my sister and John confirming her wrong belief. And yes, after this, my strong voice/presence returned, this was only darkness of my mother trying to stop me, because she HATES me speaking about this, but otherwise she is starting to be proud of me again because people can see and feel that I am special, and yes, mother you will also be as proud of my work as only one mother can be when you will discover the full and true meaing of it, and that is instead of being the complete opposite based on unnecessary fear and misunderstandings treating me as dirt and bringing me my sufferings, and this is because I have made the most difficult and most important work ever, so there was really no need to hide me away as you did (and almost did for good accepting the system to kidnap me 1½-2 years ago). So this meeting was really about eliminating misunderstandings and the worst prejudices of people, and my mother/John and Annette/Cyril were given some inspired speech confirming to me that they indeed know about me and that this is B.C. - before Christ will be born as my new self - and I received the strong feeling that they, i.e. my mother, hope that this will happen before they will die, which came to me together with She by Charles Aznavour (in Jeff Lynnes version below) and the lyrics That Ill remember til, The day I die, and I was reminded that this turn around started when Sanna and Hans turned around from not believing to believing in me, and I was also told about how this process was painful to people - realising that I really am. youtube/watch?v=d-2K3Nm8W_Q And I was told that Cyril (now also being finished with his new alloment hut) brought me all the way back (to the Source) now also based on everything coming to me lately, based on John, and also that my family, friends etc. have started discovering that they truly treated me disgusting bringing me the worst sufferings at all, which they could not understand when they only understood their own misunderstood, hurt feelings because of my writings making them completely blind and deaf, which was the play that my sister played on to our mother, and she was an easy target for a long time, but eventually people understood that Stig is completely normal as they saw again here today as they also did as example at the workmans cave months ago where John and I had dried cod, and I was told that this is why the result became To be or not to be thats the question but not to me as the lyrics go in the old classic by Leo Mathisen as I was given. youtube/watch?v=1FdwOJ8QPQw I was shown myself about to cross the circle gate from darkness leading into the light of a space capsule, and I am shown a man standing inside the circle edge of the gate carrying a fire extinguisher with the feeling that this is to make sure that nothing happens to me when entering, and I was told that I could not do this if Karen had not accepted me to return home to her also in real life, and yes ”Stig never accepted that we are through”. youtube/watch?v=cYMCLz5PQVw I was told that A.T. Kearney, the global management consulting firm, did not only plan the monetary unon, but everything, and I understood that this is about the construction of the financial crisis that should have led to financial collapse of the world that should have led to the end of the Old World and rapture of the chosen 10% of the World Elite. And Danske Bank, where I used to work, had a main role in this too. I continue receiving songs by Lis Sørensen and Sebastian, and as example, I was again given Fuld af nattens stjerner about being at the end of the rainbow carrying the chest full of gold in my hands. A little about dreams these days: In one dream I had become manager of GE Insurance wanting to continue work, but Morten J. and everyone else have resigned, and there is nothing I can do (no more darkness to go through). In another dream I was attacked by North Korean soldiers, but I shot them down, they had no chance, and I come to a BIG CROWD of people dressed as Superheroes (Batman, Spiderman etc.) all pressuring on to enter a theatre room, and when I enter the room, I fly around in it as high as I want to, but it makes simple minded people say that man is not meant to fly and I ask them as you also used to say about a Jumbo Jet (?), and this was because I spoke to Steffen at the lunch yesterday about how to make super-structures from scratc like a Jumbo Jet, the Sydney Opera, a new skyskraper design, the biggest ship in the world etc. with millions of small details, and how you will not know how long it really takes to do and that you will often develop/invent it while building it because your first idea written down on a napkin (as Utzon did with the Sydney Opera or as the first Apple Computer was designed to receiving an idea from above) do not include all of these millions of details, and I felt that this is how we were working when creating our New World, and I felt people now inside of it giving me the feeling that it is immensely beautiful. And I dreamt about my sister saying that she has spoken to the Devil, Henrik Qvortrup, the previous editor-in-chief of the worst gossip weekly magazine Se & Hør, who used all legal and illegal methods to bring sensational stories and scandal of celebrities and royals that sell), and I am following him on bicycle and keep on asking him the same question, but he keeps on trying to cycle away from me not answering the question, and I tell people the truth about him, which is that he is completely crazy, so there you have it, Henrik, and yes, TELL THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT YOU DID INSTEAD OF DISGRACING YOURSELF AND THE DARK ORDER THAT YOU BELONGED TO, WILL YOU? I woke up to Gloria by Laura Branigan, which here was not about a lady, but about Gloria in exelcis (Latin for Glory to God in the highest). youtube/watch?v=355Fk8drgZE All of this development called creation that has taken almost an eternal line of universes like our now Old World each taking billions of years to start, develop and finish has taken the split of a second at the Source, where there is no time .... :-). I watched some of Swedish TVs The top of the pop as they call So much better including some of the finest old and new Swedish pop singers, and this evening they sang one of the best of all, Orups songs, and I was very moved when I watched and heard Amanda Jenssen sing When we dig for gold in the USA in a very fine, personal, different to the original but beautiful interpretation (which you will be even more when you know and remember the old BIG hit of Orup & Co.), and no, I still do NOT like rights keep away songs from the public as Swedish TV4 and others owners of rights do here when the videos on Swedish TV4s website are only available for people living in Sweden. youtube/watch?v=dokWzH5pWwk I did not watch Carolas version of Sing Hallejuja (and praise God), but here it is too with the usual shine of Carola, one of the biggest pop stars of Sweden having an incredible (high) voice and God close to her heart, as I am here told and also feel :-). youtube/watch?v=KcMAzUMtrj4 NB: It still takes out much pain bringing you these updates.
Posted on: Sun, 26 Oct 2014 13:43:45 +0000
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