I AM THAT I AM ALWAYS AT HOME Im currently sitting on the balcony of the Nikolovski home in Singelic and catching up my writing that accompanies this Peace Post which expresses how I understand PEACE. I was inspired as I often am by exchanges of conversations that I have with my connections with whom I share human kindness & human evolution topics.....currently this is the most meaningful & fulfilling thing in life that keeps me wholistically enriched. I believe in maintaining long standing relationships however Life has taught me & others that even though we share the one commonality as human beings we are fluid & need to be free flowing in order to live our truest existance. Freedom is important to me even more now than I have ever known. We joke & laugh about it with my husband & tell him he is the only one that is keeping me from being totally free...of course this is not the case as it is our joint choice in doing so. Some tell me I am subject to my daughter but I removed the mothering right many years ago to permit & allow the unfolding of the great expectations that a mother/daughter role enforces .....all based on social & cultural influences & forced onto us throughout our lives. As much as I have a need for freedom I understand how this is important for others to have that entitlement if they so choose to. There is a lot to be said about being open minded & being consciously aware, mindful of ones intuition & the world around them.... understanding ones level of resilience ...ones tolerance & ones fears ....to understand when ones eyes are bigger than their appetite ......to get the balance just right for one to live their most truest & wholistic existance.....in Peace & Harmony ....all relationships are made up of conditional & non conditional elements but are not clearly stipulated in a way that everyone understands...we all want & are entitled to the best that life has to offer. For me a fulfilling and real life is for me to work effortlessly to Sustaining my Own Quality of Life 365/24/7 with no strings attached A life of Eternal Peace this fuels me the freedom to make my own soul & life enhancing choices without regret or blame...... the rest is just a fantasy....life is too short for soul draining dramas..... this is clearly communicated within me.....as I continue to surround myself with those who understand or want to understand as well as those who dont understand or have not reached that level of understanding. I may have a yet a long way to go and I am patient ...dont know how far & Im not measuring as each living moment is priceless & precious to me....Im not in any hurry to go anywhere or BE anything or anyone else ....BEING ENOUGH to respect and keep myself & those around me from harms way. The relationship we have with myself is the most important one.....get that right & everything else is easy. I recall teaching Sonja how to manage driving through what I thought was the most challenging intersection in the area of Melbourne which I frequented most : where Royal Pde/Flemington Rd & Elizabeth Street Meet....the new home of the Cancer Convention Center at a time when she was new at driving a car........get this right then everything else is easy....she agrees because she told me so & has shared that with others. Life is truly simple, however we humans choose to complicate things by being competitive,challenging subjected to expectations that leads to greed & war as opposed to being understanding & cooperative which enrichens human goodness & promotes peace......I am blessed to have understood this life enhancing quality & I refuse to live my life in any other way ..... this is what is within my control..... the rest is outside of my control & with the best of my ability refuse to get caught up in the whirlwind of anything that is outside of my control.
Posted on: Tue, 07 Oct 2014 11:53:44 +0000
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