:::I WANT YOU TO READ ALL OF THIS....IT IS FOR YOU....YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE::: Of late ......most days I dont want to eat anything. All day long I go without and then I am hungry enough to eat towards the end....like today & yesterday. Now, one might say, Oh, thats GREAT!!! Your appetite is curving!!! In the same note, I am sleeping more now than I have in months. So again one might say, Oh thats GREAT!!! You are FINALLY getting the rest that you need!!! These current changes are ANYTHING but good! For you see I am eating less times of the day than normal, and sleeping more times during the day or night than normal as a result of grieving and being over stressed!!! It seems like things have spiraled so completely out of control! Most times I cant even catch my breath before the NEXT something occurs. I am UP & DOWN & DOWN &UP in mood swings!!! This storm in my life is GREAT....perhaps the greatest I have EVER experienced! And while it is comforting to know that the battle is not mine, it is Gods, and I wont be in this storm much longer, I still CRAVE for a break RIGHT NOW!!! Now I am aware there are people that would think that my confession of these things means that I am doubtful or that my faith is wavering! Quite the contrary!!! In fact it is in this time, the most strenuous era of my life, that I am MOST assured that the God I I LOVE and SERVE, Yahweh, my God, my Comforter, my Lord, my Father, and my Friend is nearest to me... HE, in fact, is right here WITH me fighting FOR me every single step of the way!!! In this I am MOST CONFIDENT!!! So why the rant/disclaimer??? To inform you that YOU--my beauties, whom ever you are, and whatever you going through--ARE NOT ALONE!!! One thing I have done in the past 6 months, with the exception of a few people, is I have not allowed anyone else to see everything that I have endured! As a matter of fact, just 10 minutes ago prior to posting this post, I cried VERY profusely and confessed to God that regarding EVERYTHING I have been through, I often feel SO ALONE!!! He spoke and said, REACH OUT! They are there! Thus, I want you to know that YOU DONT HAVE TO STAND ALONE IN THIS FIGHT!!! Check this out, WE ARE COMING INTO OUR CLEARANCE!!! THE STORM HAS JUST ABOUT PASSED, PRAISE JEHOVAH!!! YOUR STRUGGLE IS AT ITS END!!! ALAS YOU CAN EXHALE!!! The Great Holy Father KNOWS that YOU & I are in DESPERATE NEED of PROMINENT and POSITIVE CHANGE and a BIG BREAK!!! And I BOLDLY &FAITHFULLY CONFESS to you, as I have EQUALLY born my soul, that OUR BREAK IS IN THIS VERY HOUR!!! In the mean time do as I am learning to do, make THIS exchange with God: Your/My burdens for HIS REST!!! Ghead....were permitted to do so!!! Im learning to. And I am experiencing extreme lightness in this walk!!! LISTEN, I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIES, AND WE ARE COMING OUT!!! Now you stay encourage, confess one to another (because most wont/cant help if they dont know you are in need...trust me I know), and then GO & SOW encouragement into the lives of others!!!! Thank you for hearing me out!!!! #feelingbetternow
Posted on: Mon, 13 Oct 2014 23:28:42 +0000
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