I always try to see the bright side of life. I prefer to see the glass half-full. I try to do my best for everyone and help where ever i can to the best to my abillities. I prefer to try and see the best in people instead of grudging on the bad they do. I try to work hard to make ends mean. I clean my home everyday so i dont have to do that when Svante comes. I open the door for a lady and i show respect to the elderly. I give money to the less fortunate whenever i can and i try to treat my fellow human beeings with the respect i would like them to show me. When i actually for once make a promise, i make it happen. But today i lost abit of that. Sometimes it´s just to damn hard to try and be better than you really are. I try to take care of my son when he´s with me. I give him a bath and clean his ears. I wash his clothes and cut his nails. I try to show him love and teach him respect for other people and i hope that he will understand that i always will be there for him and whatever i do or what i am to do, i did for him. I want him to understand that he is the one most important thing to me. Tomorrow we are going to "work" together. Actually, i was off but someone needed to deliver stuff at work and i thought it would be fun to do it together with Svante. I baked the eggs and will fix the rest of the food and snacks and drinks before we head of to "work". We gonna have a really fun day and i hope he will enjoy it just as much as i allready know i will. A day on the road with daddy. It´ll be abit like Humpty and Dumpty rides again:) I know i´m gonna love it! In a few minutes i´ll go lay next to him, give him a kiss and tell him goodnight even though i know he cant hear it because he´s allready sleeping, but i always do that when he is here. I´m gonna hug him and fall asleep next to him thinking that he is my pride and joy. Look, i know i´m not better than anyone else. Not trying to either. I know i´m not the best around. I know i´m no sweet little angel. I might sometimes get angry. Most of the time i laugh and once in a while i do cry. I make mistakes and maybe even i treat someone bad sometimes. When i know i did i try to say i´m sorry even if it´s difficult. I think that´s very important. I´m just as bad as anyone else, i know that. But really, Did i deserve this?
Posted on: Wed, 24 Jul 2013 23:05:06 +0000
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