I am 37 years old and one thing I have learned and I am continuing to learn is that I will drive myself absolutely batty trying to hang on to the affection of others in my relationships. That doesnt mean I should have a selfish I dont care attitude toward them. I have a moral responsibility to treat others as I would want to be treated, no matter what. But it can be exhausting trying to be everything to everyone all the time. It just cant be done. There is no, All or Nothing. I have to do what I can with what I have even though I am far from being everything I would like to be. I pray that the Lord will continue to work on me and change the ways in which I am unlovable, and that He will nurture the relationships that He wants me to have regardless of my imperfections. Giving Him everything in my life, including my relationships, is the only way to get through this life with my sanity intact. I am not having relationship problems with anyone, that I know of, but I do find that I needlessly worry about not being who I think I should to be to everyone and that they wont know how much I truly love them. I think we probably all deal with this.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 03:54:11 +0000
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