I am SO cranky this evening!!! Like unbelievably cranky... and for NO good valid reason... none. It wasnt even a bad day... just your average Tuesday... and yet here I sit... cranky. HOW is that even possible??? Doesnt one need a reason to be in an off mood?? I am blessed beyond words.... loved beyond measure... happier than I have ever been in my 45 years upon this earth.... but STILL CRANKY this evening!!! UGH!!!!!! I guess part of it was stumbling across a picture of my Ann.... She should be here for this. She should be here for EVERYTHING!!!! But sadly she isnt. She has been gone for ten years now. My God!!!! 10 years!!!! GRIEF is a horrible trek into the very bowels of hell people!!! It knows NO rhyme or reason. It has NO time limit. I still sometimes feel at an utter and complete loss without her... I still reach for the phone to dial her number.... I still ache with a loss so profound that I cannot even begin to try and describe the pain of it all... UGH!!!
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 22:23:44 +0000
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