I am about to write this status to show people how powerful God really is when you really believe in him and trust in him. So all this month of December I have been in a horrible depressed state. I have been in such a bad funk that I no longer wanted to workout anymore, I didnt want to eat healthy anymore,I was even coming to the point where I didnt want to run my business anymore or even try to put effort into getting business anymore or growing it. Jessica Gibson and I were not seeing eye to eye. I was in a complete downward spiral. This week a few days ago actually I feel into a deeper depression. I turned my phone off and locked myself in my bedroom and I was thinking to myself why me? Why is so much pressure on me? Why do I always have to be the one to do everything for everyone? Why am I even running this business anyway? What is all this for? I couldnt seem to get my head around it so I wrote a letter to myself titled Putting my thoughts on paper. In this letter I wrote down basically everything that Im saying right now on this status. But at the end of the letter to myself I started to cry out for God to help me get out of this depression I am in. I told God that I felt that the devil was defeating me and I need for him to step in there and fight him so he can leave me alone. I asked for this repeatedly in the letter for God to defeat the devil for me. After I wrote the letter I felt alot better. I felt like a huge weight was lifted off of my shoulders. I only showed Jessica the letter because it was not intended for anymore but for me. This was my battle that I had to fight and nobody could help me win this battle but God. I shared letter with her only because I didnt want to leave her in the dark about how I was feeling. So I have been deeply praying to get delivered from the devil over and over again. So today of course its Sunday. Its time to go to church. I was suppose to run lead on the security team today meaning that I was going to have to make sure everything was secure within the church as service was going on. This is how powerful God is, my lead who I report to James Chance told me today that I was not running lead today he was changing things up. I was puzzled. This had never happened to me before but I rolled with the punches and I went I went a position today that allowed me to be not as involved in securing the church. So as we started to sing today, something happened. Something supernatural happened. The entire church was taken over today but the spirit of the Holy Ghost. It was powerful. All we were doing was singing and the spirit came within us. What I thought was great was pastor called the alter call and I immediately went up to pray to completely get rid of the devil out of my spirit. I was on my knees begging God to remove him out of my spirit. After I was done praying I stood up and starting singing harder then I have ever sung before. I notice that I was the only guy up there at this point but it didnt matter to me because I needed this today more then anyone on the left or right of me. Then something else happened, Aaron Aplus Hynson told every man in the church to come to the front and link arms together. At that moment I knew that not only was I delivered but I have a lot of strong men to back me up if if i if i ever need them. This is my true testimony today people. I asked God for help and he delivered no problem. Im writing to say this, when you understand the power of God like I am starting to then he will open up any door you want him to. God is so awesome! Im also writing this today to show people that putting your faith in the God is the only way you will ever get to the things you desire. The only way. I know this was long but I am hope by me telling my story will help someone who may have been or is going through what I just went through. The devil is busy people. We have to fight or he will defeat us. Well Im Im a fighter! Im Im a warrior! The devil is Iiar! Im going to take my business to a whole other level now since he tried me. Im going to workout harder then I have ever worked out before now Im going to step it up in every aspect of my life as of today because Im doing it for God. Thank you God. You are awesome!
Posted on: Sun, 14 Dec 2014 19:20:07 +0000
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