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I am finding it harder and harder to have the energy to do things This is the time I got to Pull myself up by my boot straps and with the rest of my energy be the mom I got to be to my Kids (Jesse) And Go have a play date and do what I need to do and get things done. I need the ability to shrug off the side effects of Chemotherapy treatments. And try to pretend the best that I have strength even when I dont. And even when I have diarrhea and dont feel like moving or what ever the case maybe Life is life. I need every moment i can to try to find some way to make it all special. I really feel for my son Jesse for him to have to watch his mom suffer. I need to pretend I am strong and everything is doing just fine and alright. I need to be that concrete rock and bounce back for him and be there for him and let nothing stop me! That is who I have become and that is who I will be Until the day I die. Nothing has stopped ME before No matter what life through at me my way I bounced back. Now dear Jesus Please Walk with me hold my hand! Thank you...Dear Lord please give me the inner strength i need to fight this fight IDK how all those people make it the 28 sessions of chemotherapy treatments and radiation treatments and everything But God. I cant even bring myself to shave the rest of my hair off! Hold my hand! In Jesus name Amen! I will be glad to see my son Justin tomorrow! I need to beat this! Perry Taylor Portia Taylor James Duncan Danielle Duncan-Cockriel Jean Knapp Jacquelyn Butler JaKenya Lawrence Brad Courtney Lisa Brune Lisa Courtney Sarah Kovac Adam Kovac Phil Sally Taylor Steven Taylor Brent Taylor Dalona ShelbyW Alan Shelby Graceway George Grace Vicki Frahm-Blair Tina Allison Ann Boyette Anne Boris Valentine
Posted on: Sun, 23 Mar 2014 21:37:34 +0000

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