I am in so much trouble and disappointed in myself. I had a horrible day that all began with the discussion of my moving and how it will effect/benefit the family.. Mama got angry, I went on the defense and I really should have because most of her allegations are not true. I love her but she is part of the reason I decided to move. I would like to visit, hugs, kisses, bye!! Not continue to deal with things and just when the argument had taken a turn in my direction Mom screamed go find another crack head like Otis and she went to her room as someone knocked on the door to introduce himself to the neighborhood OMG he is fine as hell and in classical how you doing I invited him in and a few hours later he had brought in his guitar and a few hours later we went to his house and then we rode the dirt roads and NOW he is in my bed and I am in the den ashamed of the hypocrite that I am. He is 21 years old!! Oh my God shame shame shame. Colorado was drastic, breaking up with Jeremy the other day was like wow but this is so far out of character for me I may need to see a psychiatrist. Worst part is he wants to see me again and the next day and the next day and the next day he said. WTH am I going to do?? LOL at least Mama is pissed off and in her room mad as a wet hen. He is not Otis but you know I would not want to disobey my Mama would I?? Ha ha that part is funny. Then Doug called me Roxie whatcha doing? I said Hiding from that young man in my bed. I am going to church with Jacob Sunday for real. I need some guidance here
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 07:49:45 +0000
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