I am not the perfect mom by any means. I lose my patience at times. I yell when I shouldnt, I spoil when they are still bad. There is a pick and choose battle with having little ones, and sometimes I dont pick the right times. I get no and youre a meanie quite often. But one thing is for sure, I know that my son loves me with all of his heart, and I have done a great job raising him. I was crying last week in the bathroom because I didnt want to cry in front of him, and he knocked on the door and said mommy its me. He walked right in (I had turned away from the door and was facing the window on the phone) and came up and wrapped his arms around my waist and said mommy I love you dont cry that made me cry even more I turned right around and picked him up and hugged him and just cried harder. Tonight brielle was so tired, following me around reaching up for me. I was getting slightly irritated. I picked her up as I was laying back on the couch and said give momma a kiss she ripped out her bink, gave me a huge kiss, stuck her bink bsck in and just collapsed on me. She fell asleep laying right on me. It the little things in life that remind you how much you are loved, and how much you can mean to just 1 person. I cant even begin to count my blessings with my kids. I lose my patience with them at times, and get too easily aggravted, but they are the only reason I am still here today. They are the only reason I still wake up and strive every day. They are the only reason I want to become a better person. They are my heart.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 04:43:14 +0000