I am pondering something... All the people that I know who have what I consider true love tell me to wait for the right guy. All the people that arent very happy in their own relationships seem to tell me to pick someone and be happy. I am wondering how likely I am to actually fall in love? I mean still look at your partner after 20 years and get turned on by them, still want to dive into their mind and hear what theyre thinking etc. Still think that they are magical. I have only met about three people in my entire life who have the type of love that I am after. Should I just give up? I want to turn a mans head. I want him to think that I am a gorgeous, amazing creature and he cant wait to see me again... Actually if I am honest, I want that from EVERY interaction. I want my friends to feel like that about me too. I have very few close friends and partly its because of this, but then when I met Emma and she was delighted by me and wanted a deep friendship I thought I had found perfection, until she broke up with me after a month and never looked back :( Am I being unrealistic? I honestly dont know how people bare having superficial relationships! They make me feel so icky and fake. I even like to connect with the checkout chick! People matter! Yeah just some random Thursday ponderings :P
Posted on: Thu, 15 Jan 2015 05:25:46 +0000
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