I am really proud of myself. I continue to make progress, and continue to move forward as I learn to adjust to life alone. If you have never been married and especially for the length of time I was, you may not understand the magnitude of it all. At times I struggle because I just want to be someones wife like I always was. Although I have always been very independent being someones wife kind of defined me. It was a part of me. I lost a part of me when I lost Steve. I struggle because I do not have the patience or understanding of this new way of dating. I so just want to tap out and stay home with the dogs. Time yeah I think I need more time. Dating without any emotional existence is not fair to the other person. I just find myself continually shaking my head in wonderment. I do not compare any one to Steve. I still grieve, but I know I can move on when the right person comes along. Right now I am content with my dogs. I have a 14 year old Silky Terrrier who has within the last 3 months just glued herself to me. I think she knows that her time is close, and all of a sudden she is all about Mom. She is sitting on my lap as I type. This little dog has been so independent throughout her life, but now she needs me, and I am here for her. Some people may not understand my priorities, but I do not much care what others think.
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 01:23:38 +0000
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