I am sick and tired of people who expect me to be fine....MY SON has only passed away today makes 1 month. Am I supposed to just erase him like he never existed? ?? Well news flash he did. I have went through hell and back. .when you have a child as sweet as mine who took 24/7 care and have never been away from and in a blink of an eye has been called to heaven...and I dont know what to do all day and night..it is hard. And if you have never been in my shoes YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS! There would be something wrong with someone who gets over the death of her own child . So if you dont like that I am not over this I could care less. I am tired of putting a fake smile on for people so that they think Im ok....no more pretending to be fine with all of this...well I m not ok I miss my son...I know that he is in a better place and I wouldnt ever be selfish and take him from heaven....as bad as I miss him and need him..but what am I supposed to do...everyone deals with this type stuff differently...but I cant see any one being ok in one month. ..I dont what to tell you to do if it bothers you that I am not over this. ....I can only be thankful that he is in the best hands possible. ..he is God...he is playing with his sister and my dad and several others on mommy side and on his daddys side. But even knowing that it still hurts so bad. I couldnt go through this if it was not for my other sons...so there you go. .like it or leave it. ....here is a picture to go with the name and number. ..
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 01:43:39 +0000
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