I am so very saddened today ... Today its 19 months that my Sweetpea, Trevor Garcia, has been gone. 19 months ago I was awakened to the worst news Ive ever received. Ill NEVER completely heal from this utter and complete desimation and devastation of my heart, home, and my precious little family. :( I cope with this devastating loss by looking for hope in new days as they come, and I try to lift and love all of you by posting my love here and sharing with you all. Today, November 22, 2014, is also International Survivors of Suicide Loss Day. It is a day of love, memory, and honor for our loved ones who have tragically run ahead of us. It is also a day to honor and remember all those who could have died by suicide and did not. My fit is in all these categories. I am a survivor in all aspects of its definition, and up to today Ive been surviving together with the help, encouragement, and support of others who also carry this burden of loss. Although I am a survivor and have endured much... I am vulnerable to sadness, depression, and often fall into that deep pit of despair. That being said... Today, I received a message about my group posts and it has crushed my spirit. It seems I have made others feel uncomfortable by my posts to the group, and they have been deemed inappropriate. I am sorry for causing any uncomfort ... I am only trying to share my Journey. The things Ive shared are whats keeping me alive, and I share in the hope that we will all share whats helping each of us to get through. The things I believe are causing this backlash are my posts from my personal FB page... Capturing Grief: Continuing the Journey. I have been sharing my regular posts to this page. The themes of these posts have been pretty consistent and are centered around continuing our journey. Ive focused on one thing, HOPE, using three types of posts which have caused the dissension. The disagreeable posts are itemized below and explained. --> the Angel Wishes ~ I found these cards at the thruft store and have been pullingvone and posting its message daily. Ive been using this to give you an uplifting message from oyr angels daily. I have these at work and post once a day during the week from my office. --> the Intention post ~ this helps me focus on how I want to feel every day ... I was hoping that we would all be able to share together with this post about how we are feeling and how we want to get there. --> and lastly, my Capturing Grief: Continuing the Journey journal entries ~ this may not be a point of contention but is a regular for me also. My Capturing Grief: Continuing the Journey page is where I post or share from and where I chronicle my journey of loss and healing. Im sorry if Ive made anyone feel uncomfortable. I truly feel like I just dont fit anywhere. :(
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 20:20:16 +0000
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