I am struggling to forgive a very deep hurt due to another persons words and deeds. While I know that I didnt deserve what happened, while I know forgiveness will free my heart and quiet my anxiety and nightmares.... letting go of the anger, the rage in my heart is proving most difficult and that benefits no one. I want to be one of those people that can forgive easily but have always struggled with this and in this case must cut the person out of my life not because I dont care about them but because I have to care about myself more to preserve my mental health ... I have to stop the nightmares that have returned, I have to stop the anxiety that leaves me feeling so overwhelmed and useless... I pray and have never asked others to do so on my behalf but am now doing so as I fear if I cannot get in front of this train, it will run me over and the last eight years will be repeated and I cannot do that again... I am in need of strength that I do not have on my own to pull me back from this precipice. For those of you who can spare a moment to say a quick prayer for me to find the strength to not fall again, thank you.. I am afraid and appreciate your generosity.
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 05:33:39 +0000
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