I am totally devastated by the death of Robin Williams , I know wat he must have been going thru emotionally the tunnel with no light at the end if it , the staircase u keep climbing but never get anywhere I can also bet he didnt want to talk to anyone cause he didnt wAnt them to know or to treat him like he had some sort of disease or as some people would think , over reacting about things that to some were easy to get around but for people like Robin and others is a big deal , I struggle on a daily basis to get out of bed , to smile and to carry on and act normal and get on with life , I personally struggle everyday not to break down in tears for some reason it another like something simple like putting milk in my coffee after the water ... I tip it out and start again , dont ask me why I do it I just do , my family dont even the extent of my so called illness but I can tell like Robin I have felt totally alone even when people r around and have contemplated suicide on a number of occasions thinking no one would miss me ...... But I have been lucky enough that my mum and dad always know when something isnt right with me .... I also have a fantastic dr who when I see him we just talk sometimes that is all I need I am on a lot of medication just to help me feel almost normal not everyone is the same , but we all need help , love and understanding .... It cant b helped the way we feel not can there ever v a quick fix .......i have been crying for a man I have never met , why you ask ??? Well it is because sometimes the only escape is how Robin went and how hopeless he must have felt at the time .......I will always miss Robin Williams and love all the characters he played thru his career ... God bless him and his family ....... Please people out of this tragedy remember YOU ARE NOT ALONE EVER
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 08:41:44 +0000
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