I am working on an outline of resilience training that Ill be giving in May. I am also reading and listening to a lot of information right now about this sort of stuff... from philosophy to psychology to literature to news stories... I am adding as much fuel as I can to the cauldron. And again I come upon that feeling that Ive butted up against many times before... the feeling that I am at the edge of my abilities... but not really that... that I am at the edge of my imagined abilities. In meditation this is referred to as the gateless gate. It is a very real barrier, this sense of self limitation, because I believe it is real. Paradoxically, it is unreal and I pass through it, when I no longer believe in it, when it is not there. todays lesson was on self-sabotage and Ive brought this up in therapy sessions of the past. There is something else going on, deep underground. I will not need my blaster or lightsaber here. It is a strange feeling to have where part of you wants to release what keeps you from being awesome, while at the same time wanting to keep being not-awesome. But I grow...
Posted on: Fri, 18 Apr 2014 23:17:51 +0000
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