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I awoke from a daydream with an emptiness inside that i could do nothing to fill. I look around my messy room and am filled with disgust, i look to my right and see a reflection of my self in the mirror and am filled with hate. I cant stand reality,i feel nothing. For nothing is the purest form of depression. Its a black hole in your gut, its the bowling ball in your throat. Its the darkness of a long lost dungeon, Its the soundless vacuum in space. Its the motivation to destroy and bring down everything around you. Its the pain so deep that you cannot even find it to express. Its the dam that holds back your tears. Its the paralysis that cripples your body, its the brain deterioration that makes you forget why you hated your self to begin with. The nothing will swallow you and hold you in its belly until you are a shell of your former self, a shell that longs for anything. But you are left with the hollow, empty, nothing.

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