I awoke today feeling abandoned by God and thoroughly unloved. My mind danced with ghosts from the past and my train of thought led me to another realisation that will aid my current malaise and be of great significance regarding my ascension to a higher sphere in my next existence. Should have written it down as I cant remember the bastard now. One thing I do recall is that it is futile to compare your life and your perceived (lack of) progress to that of others as it is often illusionary and of little relevance to yourself. Also while it is healthy to be aware of the struggles and woes of others it does not serve well to get bogged down with guilt when your life begins to not look so bad after all. I have put the heating on, popped a few mini scotch eggs and cocktail sausages in me gob, had a good session on Facebook, have some choice scran in if I can be bothered to knock up some dinner later in the fridge, drunk gallons of tea and have begun to feel a whole lot better. I will not do any writing today (I am at a tricky World War 1 werewolf point) and I will not do any exercises as I ache all over (and feel like that fat imbecile in the movie Full Metal Jacket when they hold him down on his bunk and whack him in the belly with their bars of soap in their socks) and will instead eat a Twix while watching some Seinfeld and American Horror Story Season Two. Hell I might not even shower or brush me teeth. But I must remember to put the bin out for the bin men tomorrow. Anyway this is for everyone feeling down and in need of a good cheering up, and may accurately sum up the main ingredients to an up and coming holiday that I have got stuck with like a mouse in the middle of one of those sticky pad traps. Love and light yall. X
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 19:39:59 +0000
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