I been looking at this screen trying to figure out what to say. I have no words. I love them. Im not with them but i want to be. Not a day goes by that i dont think of them all. I cant express to myself how much i wish i had done some things different. I would love to have been there for every important event they ever had. I missed a whole lot. Doesnt take from the fact that i really love them all. I need them in my life. I have the most beautiful kids ever and i need to be more involved. Ill change i promise Kenvojzia Nixon kenyan nixon kiara nixon aurora nixon Rashaun Nixon and kaiden Nixon. This was meant for my kids i dont owe nobody but them. They deserve a better me. Something triggered this today and i guess its why i had to say it. To the person that triggered it you probably dont know who you are but thank you for being the negative person that you are. You actually helped me. No doubting the love i have for my kids but yes its true i havent did nowhere enough for them. All respect is given to their mothers who have done a great job raising them. Im not beating myself up tho i do for my kids i just could do more and i could spend more time and i will. Dont feel guilty if you have talked about my lack of spending time with my kids you have done a great job giving me the motivation to do better so you wont be able to go out and say Ken done made all these kids and dont take care of them. I have done and i will continue to do for them i just feel i can do more and spend more time. Its a process tho and its gonna take me some time . im working towards it day by day. No help needed just keep feeding me your negativity
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 23:49:06 +0000
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