I bow to the winds that carry fragrance sent by Guruji---- Chapter---51 As directed by Guruji, I kept total secrecy of everything from all---also from my children---I kept total secrecy of the company and its affairs from my son for more than five years until the RBI officers paid a visit for the approval of it. It was the most pleasant surprise for him---and also a gift to him. I personally feel that we must keep things secret until the time of maturity---it is kalyuga---many obstacles can come in the way. But still we can sometime share things with those who are closest to us---many times Guruji speaks through them all---every living object can serve the purpose of ‘devi’---the mouth piece of Guruji. Guruji unto this day---nay unto this moment reveals Himself in many ways---the most wonderful all these is—the touch---the touch of Divinity---the touch of Immortality to mortality. I do not know whether anyone has heard or imagined such impact or not---these are unimaginable things when personally not experienced. Like –my left hand is there—all of a sudden a strong ray--with full pressure---of the size of pencil back—would be felt exactly in the middle of the hand. It is very difficult to define it---I can feel its pressure and force constantly--- feel coming from somewhere---just as you feel the stable pressure of water from a pipe on a part of your body. During early stage my life at Guruji’s feet, I used to take it as Guruji’s Prasad or blessings which Guruji would fill in my hand. I used to think that Guruji is writing my destiny anew. Even now I get these rays coming to the middle of my hand—especially left hand. Another experience of my life which does not happen now---but it used to happen during early days----. It is an experience rarest in nature---but used to make me feel stupid day after day-----. It was--like I am walking or sitting----the rays mentioned above but of the size of a CD---and round like CD---will first touch my head and within a few minutes be fixed in the middle of my head----coming directly from Guruji----with great force---going deep into my head---to the extent of being painful. I felt that I carried some thing on my head----I would scratch my head----change place---would get tired---and afraid also---could not do any work properly---would feel highly uneasy---I knew it was from Guruji---whether it was punishment or what it was I couldn’t decide---but would do everything possible to get rid of what I was carrying on my head where ever I went----. LO! I would hear ----‘Boring ho rahi hi’---boring is a term used for digging round-small space for water pump----. Just imagine---the whole day long---carrying the item of ‘-boring’----on my head---exactly in the middle----I would pray to Guruji----‘please chutkara de dijiye’----- छुटकारा दे दीजिये ---no escape----If you were at spiritual height in your mind you would have also seen the forceful rays---and would have made fun of me---I was funny in my own eyes.----I felt very uncomfortable---I am laughing now----‘Kya kar sakti—jhelna tha---jhelti thi’----क्या कर सकती थी --झेलना था झेलती थी---------. Now when I see back to all these things----I laugh at myself---Guruji made my fool in every possible ways----I would cry and request Guruji to forgive me but everything was as Guruji would ordain. It is quite often that I feel the impression of Guruji’s full hand on my head and the impression of hand on my arm----it is a way of blessings and support----when I am very up set. From a few days---I have a feeling of itching and I scratch the place---at that place AUM with Guruji’s picture is formed---Right now I scratched the mount on my hand just above the first finger---and there is a beautiful Aum with Guruji’s picture is formed at that place. Guruji has just spoken a word to me----Parliament----it is a code language of Guruji-----it means----इसका ---मतलब----( पार-- लिया meant ) ---पार उतारा हो गया ---I do record these voices when I find time---. Guruji’s rays are so strong that they pierce very deep---the rays of the sun fall on the object opposite to sun---but Guruji’s rays go in whatever interior most part He wishes to touch. Of late, I started feeling shy of Guruji and would sit hiding myself from Him in Jalandhar--when He would call me at His feet---I would go there crossing just a few step---totally a clean slate without a bit of shyness---. In a fraction of minute shyness would vanish----and would reply each of His query. Sometimes Guruji would give to me an effect that my throat is getting strangled---I would feel tight---I could get experience of all these types----due to my total silence and secrecy from all including my children---in obedience to the orders of Guruji----I never once even in my life-time thought or imagined that I would be telling the sangat members all these things---. I always thought that these things were without much meaning ---(I thought that I would die soon according to my age---.) But now I realize at this moment today---how important and valuable these experiences are for me and the world-----because—because---Guruji would certainly reveal to the world---such spiritual samples full of Divinity in high excellence and supreme force---. I some times used to feel a grip from top to bottom---- a tight grip---so that it was difficult to breathe----I would be befooled by Guruji---through voices of Guruji----अजगर की जकड़ में है ----but I was never afraid---I took all these things as if Guruji was punishing me for my sins-----it does not matter whether it is kalyuga or satyuga----but I know that many siddh—सिद्ध-- can influence us in many ways---Guruji descended on earth to give us knowledge of all these and to save us from the ill effects of bad times---. About bad times no one knows when they come---aas they always come unannounced---it has happened in my life---bad times did not take much time---everything got finished---we were at the top of the world----went into the deepest possible chasms---came back again with Guruji’s kirpa to super sky high position----all satsangs of the devotees are examples of unimaginable power of spirituality and Divinity of Reveverd Guruji. I am not a doctor---my knowledge of physiology is almost nil---but I have many a times, felt strongly that Guruji changes the whole physical system to keep us away from dangers of kalyuga---it is at the point between the jaws---neck---stomach---these parts get twisted---the pain is there---but it saves from diseases and infections. Kalyuga does many ills to us---but---of course to some extent------Guruji relieves us from all these and brings us to normal state----Guruji is instantaneous---tempestuous---and benign. When Guruji reveals Himself in Aums---the forehead of a person gets protruded----I tell them that the forehead is changing shape---all those present can see it changing----to the wonder of their souls----but the person concerned does know a bit----on one occasion there were near about fifty persons were there--- all of them with their foreheads protruded and covered with Aums----. These are eye opener spectacles which are witnessed by all those standing by----the point is----had we ever heard of such things???---They are totally new ways of Guruji----we must accept them and respect such things just to understand Guruji’s sovereignty in spiritual world----He is the King of Kings---- ----- A satsang of great value--- I went to bow at the feet of Revered Guruji on 7-7-2006 at the Bada Mandir. After the celebrations, Sh Ashok Grover--- Gurujis devotee from Delhi was given the charge of me to take me to his place and get me bound for my back journey to Jalandhar by bus. I arrived at Sh Grovers residence by 5 am. He told me to sleep for an hour and by six he would start to drop me at the bus stand. I told him that I would not sleep as I had to get back for Jalandhar and I may not be able to wake up by 6 am. He told me that he would wake me up. I said that that it would be difficult for him to wake up as he also had spent sleepless night at Gurujis Mandir. He said that Guruji would Himself wake him up at the right time. I was curious and asked as to in what way Guruji would wake him up. His reply was, “Guruji will wake me up at the appointed time by giving me a pinch to awake me if I do not get up otherwise. When I do not get up after the first pinch the second pinch would so painful that I will jump out of the bed. It has happened to me many times earlier and Rma Aunty ---you do not have to worry. It was not a surprise for me---I was well acquainted with Guruji’s ways and styles. Exactly as 6 am I got up fully fresh and as I just sat to get out of the bed Sh. Grover knocked at the door. I asked him if the divine pinch woke him up, he said that Guruji had woken him up just like that without a pinch----Lo! Both of us woke up at the same time.----Guruji did wake us up at the appointed time. Gurji’s style of waking me has been almost similar---it is okay if I get out of bed when Guruji wakes me up but if I do not come out of my bed---Guruji gives a veru painful twist to body—and I run out bed and am soon free from the pain---!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Moreover----when I had bowed at the feet of Guruji to seek Gurujis permission to leave---Guruji had told Sh Ashok Grover to drop me at the bus stand---at this I had said foolishly, Guruji I would go by train. Guruji knows about things better than we people have an idea of them. In the morning, I told Sh Grover to drop me at the station but he reminded me of Guruji words that Guruji had told him to drop me at the bus stand. I compelled him to take me to the station. Against his will he took me to the station. But Guruji knew better---even after trying my level best I could not get ticket for any train. Ultimately, he got me in a bus------after that there was sooth sailing. I felt that I reached Jalandhar from Delhi in no time and that also without a single mark of tiredness. I am very rich---rich in Guruji’s bounty and magnanimity. This is my real wealth and I cherish it---this wealth is my earning of my past lives and of Guruji’s kirpa. JAI GURUJI PS—Once in all my innocence I thought that Guruji always makes a fool of me and also tells lies to me---and I remembered a song---jhooth bole kala kauwa kate---kale kauwe se dario—it was Sunday---thus, thinking in this way--I was walking back to my house---all of a sudden a crow came from nowhere and pecked at my head---I at once covered my face to save my eyes etc but the crow just flew far above the very next moment. Such is the power of my Guruji---all living beings of sky-land-and sea are under His direct command. JAI GURUJI
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