I can love somebody, but not like them at the same time. I can not like somebody an hold the utmost respect for them at the same time. Loving somebody from far is the hardest thing I think Ive ever had to decide to do in this life so far, but I know in the end of my time that it is what I chose to do all for myself to overcome the negativity certain people bring out in me an to learn from the feelings I strongly dislike gradually holding onto. Feelings are the most realist scenes Ive ever encountered in myself throughout this lifetime an Im learning not to necessarily always go by my feelings without speaking on why Im feeling the way I am at that exact moment. Yes I bite my tounge when needed, but if my heart is beating in pain so hard to breaking point then Im going to let you know why, so you can show me my feelings are correct, half correct, or wrong. Words change everything, or at least use to with my natural born blonde thick headed soul, but now in my days I really dont even want to hear any word come from anybodies mouth if they cant look in my eyes directly an let it flow out. I dont control what I say outside of work, but I do control what I dont say. When I give people what they want, Ive learned that they feel they can get off by walking over me or even on top of me. You try me, dont expect to hear from me until you approach me with your reason being as to why you felt the need to push yourself that far past reality in #My life cause its me you tried but ultimately in the end its you who has to live with it. Im quick to brush my shoulder off, holding grudges are for the weak, but when it comes to respect (whether you respect me or not an visa versa) I at least respect myself to not drop myself an who I am as a human being to the level of starving hyena
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 04:10:37 +0000
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