I cannot begin to express my intense desire to enroll back in school to finally complete my masters. In all honesty I love learning and expanding my perspective on various subjects. I love to be challenged, and proving to myself that anyone can do anything if they have the motivation to practice sequentially. I believe that if theres something out their that you really desire and YOU fail to obtain it then YOU did not lust, crave or thirst for it perceptibly as you may have originally contemplated. I have attended two universities in hopes of retrieving a graduate degree after my completion, but after each attempt I decided to discontinue my enrollment. If I had the hunger for school as much as I have the hunger for a Givenchy bag or Christian Louboutin shoes then I would have already completed the program. If I had the same eagerness to complete graduate school as I did with the expansion of my oratorical vocabulary skills I would have studied at every given opportunity, but I blew each chance to focus on something else. At that particular time I began experiencing exhaustion, anxiety and symptoms of burnout due to my efforts to manage working full time in a stressful position as well as a full course load for grad school. I was fed up with going to classes, tired of listening to professors and their inappropriate biases on subjects, I found the classes monotonous, dull and I was over the generalized anxiety that college fostered. Despite all these personal facts that were actual in my life, I refused to accept the palpable truth that it was not the universities or professors that were flawed or imperfect and it wasnt the lack of hours during that I had during the day to complete tasks and assignments, it was me. Now that I am aware and have accepted this Im ready to go back to school! Complete my childhood dreams! The purpose of my rambling is to showcase that YOU and only YOU create your future/past. In my opinion people should refrain from blaming the government, family, race/ ethnicity, socio economic status etc. for the predicament that they find themselves in and to begin to look at themselves as the culprit, the protagonist/ antagonist of their own lifes narrative. Im starting with the man in the mirror, Im asking him to change his ways. MJ!By playing the victim you fail to detect the real culprit/malefactor that needs to be adjusted and/ or modified in your life; YOURSELF!
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 04:53:11 +0000
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