I cant even lie. Today was a difficult one for me, of a personal nature, as you can probably tell from my posts. No need to go into detail, but some mistakes we make in life are hard to live with. Even as we try to make them right, sometimes some wounds are so deep, that it takes years of healing, or may never fully heal, you just learn to deal with them. You cant change the past, and those who insist on living in the past, are not only damaging the present, they can also sabotage their future. I am one whom forgives so easily, some take it as a weakness, but I know what bitterness does to the soul. One of my biggest obstacles is forgiving myself. Im learning though. As a young fresh believer, I thought confessing Christ Jesus was inviting Him to partake in my life. Be apart of my life, like its all about me. What selfish foolishness this is. Its the other way around. I am to build a real working relationship with Him, learn His ways and take upon His character. So, to any and everyone I have ever wronged, disappointed, let down, sinned against, I truly apologize and ask your forgiveness. If you cant forgive me, cool. But Im going to forgive myself cuz frankly I dont want to feel and live like you. Life is too short to hold someones shortcomings and imperfections against them. Thats what my music is about. And if you dont want to hear that either, well youre SOL there. Because unless He takes my voice, music and emceeing I what I will be doing until I take my last breath. There are some things in the workings, and Lord willing, I will fulfill my mission and vision given. One Love. One thousand.
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 20:16:43 +0000
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