I cant figure myself out...its like, I work so hard for something and then self destruct it like my brain is telling me that I dont deserve it... I know I have burned way too many bridges with individuals who thought they could trust me. I have destroyed friendships, relationships, and family ties. And to all of you, I am truly sorry. Thinking back on stuff that I have done through out my youth to now about to turn 21, and Im pretty pitiful. Most kids my age are in college and making good use of their life. Me, I live with my girlfriends family, have had multiple jobs in the past year and a half, and dropped out of high school and got my G. E. D. (by the way, please do not take offense by my statements. It is just my point of view for myself and my goals). Possess no vehicle because I cant keep from getting tickets and can barely afford cigarettes that I dont even want to smoke anymore. This is no attempt at trying to get a pity party for myself... Not at all. This is mostly for close friends and relatives to see I have made a lot of dumb decisions and hurt feelings of those closest to me. For all those who have read this. I apologize if I have ever done you wrong or betrayed your trust to the point where you dont feel comfortable around me. I hope you all can forgive me. I love you guys very much!
Posted on: Fri, 05 Sep 2014 22:16:23 +0000
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