I cant sleep, I sit here and watch Braxtyn sleep (I catch myself doing this a lot.) and the thought of waking up one day and him not being here scares the hell out of me. IDK how many times I fear getting in a car or even getting out at a gas station because of the way the world is now a days. My gut keeps telling me something bad is gonna happen and I am scared shitless. I have been like this for a couple months now. I had a dream back in June that we had a flood and I barely survived trying to save him and keep him above water. I am so scared for his life every day! Now you got all these crazy people shooting over road rage, and school shootings, and kidnapping, and murder, and accidents with guns from other kids, and people wrecking into other cars for no reason, and so on. You wonder why I rarely every leave my house! Now snakes are coming more common to be found inside of homes and killing kids and people and kids are being bit like crazy by snakes this year, Yeah i over worry but this stuff is serious! it scares me..It should any parent who gives a toot about there kids. I pray everyday God keeps him safe and alive. I am so scared on a daily basis! He dont go outside alone unless its fenced in yard because he likes to run off. He is so fast and quick..he likes to hide, i stay outside with him when he goes outside because he is just not big enough yet to be out there alone outside. i need to try to get some sleep, i just got a bad feeling tonight....IDK what it is. It just came over me again out of no where. MOMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH BRAXTYN HUNTER!!!! DONT EVER DOUT OR FORGET THAT!! YOUR MY BOY AND MY WORLD!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!
Posted on: Wed, 14 Aug 2013 04:53:29 +0000
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