I cant sleep.. To much on my mind.. I miss my kids.. I miss there smiles and seeing the joy in there eyes when there just playing.. I cant even remember the last time I got to see my son.. Sad but true.. I havent been a father at all to my son.. I have been around for my daughter, when Im free.. I have been away far to long.. in and out of his and my daughters life.. I was a selfish asshole and only thought of my self.. What I wanted or felt like I needed at the times was all that mattered.. Things have to change and fast.. I know my children need a father and ill be honest I need them even more.. I walk around like an empty shell, because I know there some where playing.. I love you Maliah and Anthony!!
Posted on: Tue, 26 Aug 2014 06:41:23 +0000