I cant sleep knowing that I may not have anyone to love me - TopicsExpress

I cant sleep knowing that I may not have anyone to love me anymore...I could have done so much worse...but I failed now and right now Im feeling like I just lost and failed at ever being the same again..feel like a horrible child, a horrible friend, and most importantly I feel like I lost a lot of family relationships...I feel like crawling in my bed and just being done because I have officially pissed a lot of people off and I dont know how Im gonna be able to earn there trust or even a great relationship again. Cheers to me..