I cant wait til winter passes. Ill be in bed for the length of it. Not into this drudgery anymore. seriously over it. Waking up every morning into a life that isnt anything I planned....and without soul connection to ANYONE. No one can finish my elaborate and (often) prophetic sentences but me....and that wasnt always the case in my life. There used to be another who has since fallen. I once had a Samwise Gamgee, a traveler in time in parallel to my own arch, to turn to at the end of my day and say: Im glad youre with me....(but then again, was I Samwise?) Either way, when we got to the fiery chasm from whence it came. He forgot everything we had shared up to that point in lieu for the thing we meant to destroy....and instead, of resisting the poisonous influence, he jumped in after it. No one here is ALLOWED to talk to me about it. I refuse any advice from anyone...because everyone is in fact utterly ignorant to the whole of the situation that I, perhaps alone,...can comprehend (if even)...And thats why I cant be angry..only sad... and thats why I wake up every single day in this place that is not mine....wishing this was somewhere else....anywhere else...but here and now. I once had a momentum to carry me immovable from the path to my goal...and that has since waned to listless apathy.
Posted on: Sat, 20 Dec 2014 17:09:49 +0000
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