I cried today in public in front of strangers. Im sure I got plenty of stares wondering whats wrong with her. I wasnt sad, I hadnt lost a family member, my dog didnt just die... I was just pure overwhelmed with every day life of being a single mom with two kids and never enough money. I was even more so mad at myself for doing this in public display at the grocery store. But I just kept pushing my cart and picking up formula and lunchables for my kids tears rolling down my cheeks. Then I thought why do we hide our tears? Jesus wept and Jesus laughed... (John 11:35 ; Luke 17:11-19) Then later I giggled at myself as I dropped all of my books walking out the library. Days like this when seem like an emotional roller coaster. Everything is going wrong nothing goes as planned. These times remind me of how human I am and how I cant do things without The Lord. Father I need you in every area of my life and I thank you for being my helper. He knows everything thats going on in our daily lives. So after sitting in my truck praying and writing this note I suddenly feel relieved. Im praising God right now for the rainbow after the storm.Thank God Im not living this life alone. Isaiah 26:3New International Version (NIV) 3 You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you. Forgive me for any grammatical errors.
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 22:12:41 +0000
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