I deleted over 200 of my youtube videos today and boy that felt good! Ive been wanting to do this for a while. There are many, many reasons why, but to prevent myself from writing a novel, Ill just share a few, for those of you who may be curious. Im grateful for the last 5 years of youtubing/fb posting and the positive impact I have had on thousands of people. I can acknowledge this because I cant deny the thousands upon thousands of emails Ive received over the years from people who said that I helped them in some way, or even in profound, life-changing ways...however a big part of my overall message over the years has been about speaking/ sharing/ living from the heart...and now, most of my youtube videos no longer resonate with me to be honest. So much of what I shared in the past was coming from a pure, authentic and passionate place within, however like all other humans, Im constantly changing. My ideas of truth, my passions, my desires are all constantly in flux... transforming... evolving... expanding. Some people might say that I should have kept the videos up to witness how much Ive grown over the years, but this isnt necessary as I dont need videos to show this to myself. I know who I was and what I am now. Im still a beautiful, silly, warm-hearted, compassionate, generous, fun-loving person...simply with a wider scope of the bigger picture so to speak. Im no longer in alignment with so much of the new age movement...and its not that I think its all BS all of a sudden. I just feel like so much of whats being preached in the new age world, and so much of what I felt to be my truth was/is only such a small part of it. So many of these truths are really only half truths to me, so keeping videos online that no longer resonate with me completely doesnt feel authentic, nor does it attract the energy I desire. So any video relating to manifesting, the shift, starseeds, lightworkers, energy healing/self help (other than maybe a couple), and aliens/UFOs are no longer on my channel. Ive released a lot of the new age dogma over the last year and a half (and even more-so since becoming a mom) and see things in a much clearer light. :) And to be 100% honest, I observe so many people getting up on their high horse, and so much judgement and criticism in the new age community that I dont really want to be associated with it anymore. Of course theres judgement and criticism in every circle so to speak, I know, but moving my focus to my family, creative pursuits and putting out an overall energy that attracts more down to earth, creative/artsy, loving, non-judgmental, respectful, balanced folks is what Im working towards....and deleting most of my videos that seemed to attract that sort of vampirical, judgmental, spiritually dogmatic, idolizing/worshipping energy is an excellent step I feel. :) Its important to cultivate gratitude for all of your past experiences/chapters of life, but at the same time, honor what no longer resonates/is in alignment. A physical release of things or cutting of cords to various things connected to your past self can help anyone feel lighter, thus bringing about more clarity and peace of mind. So cheers to releasing the past and bringing in the new!!! Sending warm waves of authentic love to you all, and encouraging YOU to take a step today that will help lighten the load, clear away some energetic/karmic/physical/mental clutter and help shift you even more onto the path that truly aligns with you in the here and now.
Posted on: Tue, 03 Jun 2014 20:03:29 +0000
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