I did start a fire tonight and kept it going for about 45 minutes. I have never let a fire beat me. HOWEVER!!!! It was just too much work. Everything I had was wet. I am just too mentally exhausted thinking about Seayana Smith to worry about it tonight. I really wish I was not alone to think so much. Could have really used a shoulder. Some wonderful strange things have happened today. One I was laying out at my pool and looked up and said Seayana I know you are here in spirit. Give me a sign if you are! A beautiful butterfly came and landed on my float, Secondly, I was taking a bath and was crying and looked in my water from the suds and the suds was in the shape of an ANGEL!!! Thirdly, I was listening to Zen music and thought hell no Seayana would not want me sitting her crying so I got out put her type of music on and said this is for you girl and the song Let me go off of Lonely are the brave album was on. I said wow! Major coincidences today but really uplifting coincidences. I miss you Seayana! I wish I could see your face just one more time and hear you say my name like you always did Rhonnnnnnda with laughter always following it! Rest easy girly! I love you.
Posted on: Sun, 03 Aug 2014 02:09:51 +0000
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